Biyernes, Setyembre 08, 2006
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hi everyone! it's been sometime huh. opps. but i decided to blog! yay!
the holidays have zoomeddddddddddd past. this year has flown past. in fact my whole life has been flying past. like suddenly, i've already gone through 1/4 of my puny insignificant life. (: if i look back one day, i wonder what i'll think of me.
but living in the moment, i've been a very happy girl. not a good girl doing her work, rater a girl running away from her work. i realised i have a character flaw. i always run away from work i dislike. until opps its too late. hahah. but nonetheless i've been very very happy.
it might puzzle other people why im happy over such an insignificant matter.but it really makes me happy, it seriously does.i guess its that special feeling that cannot be understood by other people.it seems silly why im satsified over something so uncertain and fragile, but i believe the definition of ---- is defined differently for differnt people. so for us, we choose it to be this way, no matter what others think la.i am thankful for -, cos - is so different and special la.i do hope it works actually.but there's just the religion problem which really troubles me la.i dont know what to do!!!!!!! grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. -'s really quite important to me la, but not the most important. i hope if the time comes for that essential decision, then i really hope i have the courage and determination la. hai.
(: hmm on a lighter note, hopefully i can finish my stupid work.and its been a fun happy holiday.relatively sweet too.
all the best to all -
struggling; but failing. and, its gone.
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